if you know about these feelings sweetheart, I fall in love with you since that time, when I first met you.. I was a little girl fall in love with you.. at that moment, honestly in the deep of my heart I want to know you more, I want to begin a acquaintanceship with you, but I cant.. and I just make a decision to waiting you, waiting you to tell your name to me and more about you..
an unforgetable Moment again is When the first time you shake my hand, our first eye contact, and our first conversation on the phone.. those are the sweetest moment for me
But, I want more.. not only you but also your heart , I want to know your heart..
and I keep waiting, waiting , praying, praying, hope God give that sweet chance to me..
and Finally, after I've waiting for you for so many years, God give me a chance to know you again, thanks to my cell phone , he add my PIN, its just like a Biggest happiness come to me, AND one thing you have to know is, before you begin to chat me I was thinking about you, and wondering If you could be mine. since you've added my PIN and begin our first conversation , you've really entered to my Life, you look more real no longer like shadow, a shadow which always haunt my days..
you fullfil my days with a lot of happiness , I was so happy at that time..
more days you look so closer to me, and make me feel want you more and more..
and until the moment when you said the reality, that I CANT ACCEPT That..
its just break my soul, but not my heart for you.. My feelings for you still remains here, no matter what.. Why? tell me Why? why do you just tell that Fcukn Reality to me after I had already a big feeling for you.. Why??
Feels like, I want to blame my self, but I cant.. I want to blame you, but I cant..
I'm sick
I just want to break that big fcukn wall which block my dream to make you mine..
But I cant, I cant do that with my self..
Should I give up with this fckn reality? or break that and keep fighting for my dreams..
allow time to answer all.. even though in the end I had to accept that reality again.
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